Birthday Celebration is loosing charm was I age
Once upon a time and that was before the weight of marriage was imposed on my shoulders
No doubt Marriage is beautiful but it comes with invisible responsibilities and burden we tend to carry our whole life
That may include to serve people for whom you can never become their daughter
Actually today I feel a bit more proud of myself for standing for my own self in every manner and at every step.
Once Birthday used to be a month before feeling
Yar mera birthday aaraha hain feb shuru hote hi I used to get this feelings
It was always about fun,feast and laughter with my friends and my students
My dear students still don’t forget to wish me on every birthday
But now you expect someone else to wish you and understand you but as we know expectations always hurts
Deep down you still want to enjoy your special day with your loved ones
You keep telling that you don’t want to celebrate or don’t feel like celebrating but you are still a small kid who want to be celebrated
I am literally loosing myself ,interest in everything because of environment I am forced to stay
In such a situation where you can’t neither live in it nor live outside it .
