Sunday, 4 June 2023

Back to Same life !


As soon as my holidays started from 20th ..I kept my tickets ready to fly back to my place on 21st without wasting any time just to live the moments with my family...a place where you can be "YOU".
Where you don't need to be in a certain way ..you don't need to follow any ethics of our so called society.
So today it's been 15days ..my heart is racing as soon as I get the thought that time is running and you need to back to that same den.
Why do we need to get married leaving our space ?
Can't we stay the way we were leaving earlier ?

In these fifteen days ..I felt as if I didn't get married and I am that same girl who was running here and there ...

Glad that got the chance to live the same way it was before marriage.

Getting up according to your time ..
Chai
Masti with Tommy
Doing all chores the way it was done before
Going here and there with mom dad
Everything seems to be same .
Always in pyjamas..
No bangles nothing
Stay the way you want 
Friends time 
Go wherever you wana go ..the way it was early
Uthai chaabi aur chal diye 
And what not ..many minute things which reminds me of everything ..
I am short of words .. actually I am not able to write it down what I am feeling right now ..
I wants to hold these moments..this time ..
Can't I move back to my same life ..??




Can't this life stay as it is ?

Why girls have to move out of this life ?

Tuesday, 2 May 2023

Rocket Boys!!


I really don't have patiences to sit and watch any series or videos on any topic. I can read for a long time about anything instead of watching something on the same topic.

But this series which I accidentally happened to open and was glued to such an extent that I had to take subscription of the respective app to continue with the series.

Its not that I am a fan of Astrophysics..cosmic rays ..or any sort of rocket science.
But I always find myself in awe of any personality..
I have always read about Vikram sarabhai..Homi Jahangir Bhabha ..and their dedication towards the great institution..they came up with.

While watching I felt like writing what I felt.
I might not have written much in this blog.

Sometimes we feel so inspired from some personalities that even you are popped with your dream of doing something big in your life.

From my college life ..I get so influenced by any personality..bossy personality..that I happen to order books written on them and explore Google baba to such an extent that my days goes in exploring about such individuals.
So in this list is the new members..Homi Bhabha and Vikram sarabhai..

This series have inspired me to keep my interest in reading in detail about different personalities like them and learn from their lives.

And yeh Jim's acting and his English..oh God He is too good !!

Wednesday, 26 April 2023

Run/दौड़

It's a very long time that  I have not written anything on my blog.

I don't even know where life is going ...feels stagnant..keeps asking my self questions..that.. is this is the kind of life I always wanted ??

If not 

Then 


What kind of life I wanted ...??



When I sit and try to manifest what I want from my life ...my path ends nowhere.




Sunday, 19 February 2023

क्यू ?



क्यू यह मन तुझे चाहता हैं  इतना?
क्यू रहने के लिए तेरे संग इतनी मिन्नते करता हैं यह मन?
क्यू नही समझता यह मन
कितना भी समझाया इसको पर दिल हैं की मानता ही नही

क्यू यह मन तुझे चाहता हैं इतना?
क्यू?

क्यू रो रो कर किया हैं बुरा हाल तूने अपना
पता हैं तुझे सब
की रहना हैं तुझे उससे दूर ही
फिर भी
क्यू रहने के लिए तेरे संग इतनी मिन्नते करता है यह मन?

क्यू रोता हैं यह मन
कैसे समझाऊं इस मन को
कोई बताएं मुझे 
कैसे समझाऊं इसको
की जो यह चाहता हैं , हैं नहीं तेरे लिए

रहना हैं ऐसे ही किस्मत तेरी
मान लेगा तू जितनी जल्दी मिलेगा सुकून तुझे
उतनी  ही जल्दी

लगता हैं मन मेरा नही चाहता सुकून
इसीलिए रट लगाए बैठा हैं की
रहना हैं तेरे संग ही 


कोई बताएं मुझे कैसे समझाऊं इसको ?
क्यू यह मन इतना रोता हैं??


Piccredit: @ggoruvi on Instagram

Thursday, 9 February 2023

stagnation!!

Image source : @dreamerscreed on Instagram.


Now a day life seems to be stagnant.
It's not there is no work. ..lot of work at the workplace as well as at home ..
But 
Don't know life seems to be going nowhere.
Such situations brings me back to the thought that ..is this the kind of life i wanted it for myself ?
What do I want from life ?
What to do so that this kind of stagnant stage doesn't come in life or arrive in life again ??

I tried to self interogate to find out what am i doing with life ?
Am i doing the things which has always given me the happiness, satisfaction i always carved for. 

Asked myself few questions
Am i reading books every day ?
Am i giving my "ME" time ??
Am i sitting quietly n enjoying the moment?when was the last when i sat holding tea cup in the hand and observed the moments of leaves?
When was the last time when i enjoyed the view of clear sky ?
When was the last time i was doing nothing?
When was the last time when i observed dogs playing ?
Birds chirping?
When ??

...
When  was that last time ?

Am i the only one who is facing this kind of stagnant phase ??
Does others also face such situations in life ?


This story is written for the season 3 of #storytellersbloghop, hosted by Ujjwal Mishra and Meenalsonal

Saturday, 4 February 2023

Sunya se Shikhar!!

शिखर हूं शून्य पर खड़ा हूं
शून्य से लड़कर शिखर तक जाना हैं
 
'Dream is not that which you see while sleeping it is something that does not let you sleep"
      -Dr.A.P.J Abdul Kalam




Graduation Day and Grand Parents Day ..which was celebrated on 6th Feb 2023 at NHB,Pali.
Dr.Kalam who is known as Missile Man of India,we at Central tried to pay the tribute to him.. through various performances.
His life is an example for everyone..his life has shown us How one can move Zero to top in life ..His life is an example how determination,preserverance can take one from zero to top in life.

Central Academy institution is in its exemplary effort showing how one institute can grow by its determination.

"Grandparents are like magicians. They can create wonderful memories for their grandchildren out of thin air." 

Grandparents are blessings from God who are irreplaceable. 
They are angels in disguise who are always looking over their kids and grandkids. 
As the times are evolving, people are losing touch of their tradition. Likewise, people are not realizing the importance of Grandparents.

So we at Central Academy tried to show the gratitude towards them by organising Games, performance by their grand kids.



"Graduation  is not the end ,it's the new beginning"

Our little munchkins have been promoted to their new class ...so how can central academy do not celebrate it in grand way.


It was great honour for Central Academy to invite Padmasree Awardee Shri Arjun Singh Ji Shekhawat who need no introduction.

Then Lamp was Lightened up by our honourable guest, respected principal and Members of Board of Directors Mrs.Pallavi Mishra and Mrs Padma Ma'am.

Great Grand Parents are the most important guests of the this important day.

"हंस वाहिनी वीणा वादिनी जय हे माँ भगवती
सकल जगत को ज्ञान तू देती हे माँ सरस्वती"

It was followed by Saraswati Vandana. Goddess Saraswati .. Goddess of Knowledge!!

Welcome dance, Journey of Life, Childhood Dance, Certificate Distribution to all Prep Classes.

It was great joy to listen to our honorable guest.

Our Teachers from 9-12,were no less in celebrating the big day of little ones.They arranged games for our special guests..Great Grand Parents,Grand Parents.

Performances like Missile Success,Bomb Blast,Book Highlight,Fusion,Deep Shiksha,Shiv Tandav,Retro,Story before Satellite Launch and many others.

It was fun filled day in which teachers from all the wings of NHB and Naya Gaon took part enthusiastically.

Desire, when it stems from the heart and spirit, when it is pure and intense, possesses awesome electromagnetic energy. This energy is released into the ether each night, as the mind falls into the sleep state. Each morning it returns to the conscious state reinforced with the cosmic currents. That which has been imaged will surely and certainly be manifested. You can rely, young man, upon this ageless promise as surely as you can rely upon the eternally unbroken promise of sunrise... and of Spring.
                        APJ Abdul Kalam, Wings of Fire

Tuesday, 31 January 2023

Marriage👩‍❤️‍👨

On the other day i just sat ..and saw a post of one of my relative on Instagram..she got married recently on 26th Jan.
See ..inspite of being so busy ..kept all of us updated through her insta stories.
I was surprised..she could upload stories ..as in Indian weddings .. especially rajasthani weddings ..bride won't get time only ..many rituals ..n many other things..which may not let us to check insta ...or any of our social media accounts.

Seeing her stories ..a thought popped up in my mind.

what is marriage??

Is it wearing dulhan lehanga...or poshak .. jewellery..all taam jhaam..of wedding..or something..much much more than that.

It's a seven lives sacred relationship.

Real marriage starts after 1 or 2 months of wedding..when you really start living with each other ...that attraction period starts to decline..

After a little bit of experience what I could i understand from the word marriage is ..

Pampering 
Dealing with each other mood swings
Living with the person whose habits ..few of them may not be liked by u and vice versa..
Holding onto each other after ups and downs of life.
Loving each other the way u loved at very first sight in whatever condition you are ..even when you are in messy hair ..all messed up 
...

..
Many more ..

Many thoghts were running in to my mind ..when i planned to write on this..but ..now ..
Finding difficulty to recollect everything..

I can just say that ..

It's much much more than the ceremony of marriage..true marriage starts after you start living together.. it's  much more ...