with you !!

I know each and every one has to move forward for new innings of life ...for exploring new opportunities...I never knew that it would be so difficult to leave the place ...an organisation..which have given friends who can be called as prized possession for lifetime.

As I am approaching the d day ..every day it's difficult to control my emotions..I am gonna miss everything..which this place once I never liked to stay ...never knew would be giving such relationships.

A group which is the live example...which shows .. how we can make lemonade when life gives u lemon.

A group which is an example ... showing..when a woman supports another women..then world can be so amazing...life can be so funful. . learning new things together... standing in support of each other .. enjoying every bit of being a women.

A phase which is gonna have an impeccable mark on my heart n even on my sub conscious mind.

You guys are a proof of how life's one decision can be best decision... providing badass ...ladies ... friends for lifetime ❤️ 

I am now n Will always be grateful for this phase of my life...which has provided me crazy.. friends who can make u realise..how any situation can be made funful...lively...learnt many many things ..right now while writing this post ..it's been very very difficult..to type ..tears rolling down.

 I could not control my emotions whom to say how to say so had to write it down.

My life's one of the decision ever ..which provided me u all ... Grateful to God for u all ✨

Friendship Day !!

Started writing after a very long time ...today on the occasion of Friendship day..while looking at everyone's status..I went down the memory lane... thinking about crazily we used to celebrate friendship day's.

From

Searching for greeting cards ...for friends..and writing only famous lines ..

"THERE IS GOLDEN SHIP

THERE IS SILVER SHIP

BUT I LIKE ONLY FRIENDSHIP"

to

Getting scoldings from parents because you and your friends wantsvto see first show of Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara....Haha..ro rokar permission Lena ...then after watching it .. thinking ki yaar "apan bhi aise hi trip par jayenge jab jobs mil jayegi hum sabko " how crazy we were ..now in different corners of not only India but the world.

From 

Coordinating colour for the dresses...sending back if any of our group member don't abide by the plan.

When I did not wore the colour which was decided..how I was provided with the bike ... borrowed from a mutual's mutual friend from the Electronics group.

To crazily celebrating it by going for brunches...

Tying many many friendship bands ..n them clicking pics.

How time flies ..from greeting card era to now a gif...era of sending friend ship wishes ..in WhatsApp groups which have no Hulchul...from ages !!

Happy friendship day to everyone!

Always grateful for great people ...from school to college n till now..

Slowly as you grow up your mother becomes your bestest friend..she know every side of you..mother daughter after a certain age really becomes best friends for lifetime.

Jaswant:A person whom can be considered as my childhood friend..a person who is far but not so far..close to heart ..with whom I have experienced naive part of life.

FM..night gossips ..n many more ..moments shared can't be erased from memory.

Pallavi :

who was my automate

Benchmate

Tuition friend...to garba companion..

A person who is beautiful in and out ..a message away friend.

Pooja:

A person without whom my life may come to stand still ..both nakli Pooja and asli Pooja ..are part n parcel of my life...

Kalyani:

Person who can have solution forvall your problems...

Met for the first time in our Engineering Graphics class.

Mansa:

A person who gave me the name PPT...partner plus teacher ...my CSE..my partner in everything..from drinking to dancing.. chocolates...pulihora .. Biryani at her place ...movies ..novel stories...many many memories with her.

Vishnu Priya, Meenu,Swati,shruti,sushma,sindhu...n many others ...plz ping me if I have forgotten any of your names..you all are n have been an important part of my life.

Ankita Sharma:

How can I forget her ..any dilemma just go to her ..n she is the answer..

Sajjan kanwar: our guru ..my go to person.

Sweety purohit..who is as sweet her name..

And last but not the least ...

Nakli Pooja :

A person who is more than the asli Pooja ...it can summarise her importance in my life.

Back to Same life !

As soon as my holidays started from 20th ..I kept my tickets ready to fly back to my place on 21st without wasting any time just to live the moments with my family...a place where you can be "YOU".

Where you don't need to be in a certain way ..you don't need to follow any ethics of our so called society.

So today it's been 15days ..my heart is racing as soon as I get the thought that time is running and you need to back to that same den.

Why do we need to get married leaving our space ?

Can't we stay the way we were leaving earlier ?

In these fifteen days ..I felt as if I didn't get married and I am that same girl who was running here and there ...

Glad that got the chance to live the same way it was before marriage.

Getting up according to your time ..

Chai

Masti with Tommy

Doing all chores the way it was done before

Going here and there with mom dad

Everything seems to be same .

Always in pyjamas..

No bangles nothing

Stay the way you want 

Friends time 

Go wherever you wana go ..the way it was early

Uthai chaabi aur chal diye 

And what not ..many minute things which reminds me of everything ..

I am short of words .. actually I am not able to write it down what I am feeling right now ..

I wants to hold these moments..this time ..

Can't I move back to my same life ..??

Can't this life stay as it is ?

Why girls have to move out of this life ?

Rocket Boys!!

I really don't have patiences to sit and watch any series or videos on any topic. I can read for a long time about anything instead of watching something on the same topic.

But this series which I accidentally happened to open and was glued to such an extent that I had to take subscription of the respective app to continue with the series.

Its not that I am a fan of Astrophysics..cosmic rays ..or any sort of rocket science.

But I always find myself in awe of any personality..

I have always read about Vikram sarabhai..Homi Jahangir Bhabha ..and their dedication towards the great institution..they came up with.

While watching I felt like writing what I felt.

I might not have written much in this blog.

Sometimes we feel so inspired from some personalities that even you are popped with your dream of doing something big in your life.

From my college life ..I get so influenced by any personality..bossy personality..that I happen to order books written on them and explore Google baba to such an extent that my days goes in exploring about such individuals.

So in this list is the new members..Homi Bhabha and Vikram sarabhai..

This series have inspired me to keep my interest in reading in detail about different personalities like them and learn from their lives.

And yeh Jim's acting and his English..oh God He is too good !!

Run/दौड़

It's a very long time that  I have not written anything on my blog.

I don't even know where life is going ...feels stagnant..keeps asking my self questions..that.. is this is the kind of life I always wanted ??

If not 

Then 

What kind of life I wanted ...??

When I sit and try to manifest what I want from my life ...my path ends nowhere.

क्यू ?

क्यू यह मन तुझे चाहता हैं  इतना?

क्यू रहने के लिए तेरे संग इतनी मिन्नते करता हैं यह मन?

क्यू नही समझता यह मन

कितना भी समझाया इसको पर दिल हैं की मानता ही नही

क्यू यह मन तुझे चाहता हैं इतना?

क्यू?

क्यू रो रो कर किया हैं बुरा हाल तूने अपना

पता हैं तुझे सब

की रहना हैं तुझे उससे दूर ही

फिर भी

क्यू रहने के लिए तेरे संग इतनी मिन्नते करता है यह मन?

क्यू रोता हैं यह मन

कैसे समझाऊं इस मन को

कोई बताएं मुझे 

कैसे समझाऊं इसको

की जो यह चाहता हैं , हैं नहीं तेरे लिए

रहना हैं ऐसे ही किस्मत तेरी

मान लेगा तू जितनी जल्दी मिलेगा सुकून तुझे

उतनी  ही जल्दी

लगता हैं मन मेरा नही चाहता सुकून

इसीलिए रट लगाए बैठा हैं की

रहना हैं तेरे संग ही 

कोई बताएं मुझे कैसे समझाऊं इसको ?

क्यू यह मन इतना रोता हैं??

Piccredit: @ggoruvi on Instagram

stagnation!!

Image source : @dreamerscreed on Instagram.

Now a day life seems to be stagnant.

It's not there is no work. ..lot of work at the workplace as well as at home ..

But 

Don't know life seems to be going nowhere.

Such situations brings me back to the thought that ..is this the kind of life i wanted it for myself ?

What do I want from life ?

What to do so that this kind of stagnant stage doesn't come in life or arrive in life again ??

I tried to self interogate to find out what am i doing with life ?

Am i doing the things which has always given me the happiness, satisfaction i always carved for. 

Asked myself few questions

Am i reading books every day ?

Am i giving my "ME" time ??

Am i sitting quietly n enjoying the moment?when was the last when i sat holding tea cup in the hand and observed the moments of leaves?

When was the last time when i enjoyed the view of clear sky ?

When was the last time i was doing nothing?

When was the last time when i observed dogs playing ?

Birds chirping?

When ??

...

When  was that last time ?

Am i the only one who is facing this kind of stagnant phase ??

Does others also face such situations in life ?

This story is written for the season 3 of #storytellersbloghop, hosted by Ujjwal Mishra and Meenalsonal