Thursday, 9 February 2023

stagnation!!

Image source : @dreamerscreed on Instagram.


Now a day life seems to be stagnant.
It's not there is no work. ..lot of work at the workplace as well as at home ..
But 
Don't know life seems to be going nowhere.
Such situations brings me back to the thought that ..is this the kind of life i wanted it for myself ?
What do I want from life ?
What to do so that this kind of stagnant stage doesn't come in life or arrive in life again ??

I tried to self interogate to find out what am i doing with life ?
Am i doing the things which has always given me the happiness, satisfaction i always carved for. 

Asked myself few questions
Am i reading books every day ?
Am i giving my "ME" time ??
Am i sitting quietly n enjoying the moment?when was the last when i sat holding tea cup in the hand and observed the moments of leaves?
When was the last time when i enjoyed the view of clear sky ?
When was the last time i was doing nothing?
When was the last time when i observed dogs playing ?
Birds chirping?
When ??

...
When  was that last time ?

Am i the only one who is facing this kind of stagnant phase ??
Does others also face such situations in life ?


This story is written for the season 3 of #storytellersbloghop, hosted by Ujjwal Mishra and Meenalsonal

Saturday, 4 February 2023

Sunya se Shikhar!!

शिखर हूं शून्य पर खड़ा हूं
शून्य से लड़कर शिखर तक जाना हैं
 
'Dream is not that which you see while sleeping it is something that does not let you sleep"
      -Dr.A.P.J Abdul Kalam




Graduation Day and Grand Parents Day ..which was celebrated on 6th Feb 2023 at NHB,Pali.
Dr.Kalam who is known as Missile Man of India,we at Central tried to pay the tribute to him.. through various performances.
His life is an example for everyone..his life has shown us How one can move Zero to top in life ..His life is an example how determination,preserverance can take one from zero to top in life.

Central Academy institution is in its exemplary effort showing how one institute can grow by its determination.

"Grandparents are like magicians. They can create wonderful memories for their grandchildren out of thin air." 

Grandparents are blessings from God who are irreplaceable. 
They are angels in disguise who are always looking over their kids and grandkids. 
As the times are evolving, people are losing touch of their tradition. Likewise, people are not realizing the importance of Grandparents.

So we at Central Academy tried to show the gratitude towards them by organising Games, performance by their grand kids.



"Graduation  is not the end ,it's the new beginning"

Our little munchkins have been promoted to their new class ...so how can central academy do not celebrate it in grand way.


It was great honour for Central Academy to invite Padmasree Awardee Shri Arjun Singh Ji Shekhawat who need no introduction.

Then Lamp was Lightened up by our honourable guest, respected principal and Members of Board of Directors Mrs.Pallavi Mishra and Mrs Padma Ma'am.

Great Grand Parents are the most important guests of the this important day.

"हंस वाहिनी वीणा वादिनी जय हे माँ भगवती
सकल जगत को ज्ञान तू देती हे माँ सरस्वती"

It was followed by Saraswati Vandana. Goddess Saraswati .. Goddess of Knowledge!!

Welcome dance, Journey of Life, Childhood Dance, Certificate Distribution to all Prep Classes.

It was great joy to listen to our honorable guest.

Our Teachers from 9-12,were no less in celebrating the big day of little ones.They arranged games for our special guests..Great Grand Parents,Grand Parents.

Performances like Missile Success,Bomb Blast,Book Highlight,Fusion,Deep Shiksha,Shiv Tandav,Retro,Story before Satellite Launch and many others.

It was fun filled day in which teachers from all the wings of NHB and Naya Gaon took part enthusiastically.

Desire, when it stems from the heart and spirit, when it is pure and intense, possesses awesome electromagnetic energy. This energy is released into the ether each night, as the mind falls into the sleep state. Each morning it returns to the conscious state reinforced with the cosmic currents. That which has been imaged will surely and certainly be manifested. You can rely, young man, upon this ageless promise as surely as you can rely upon the eternally unbroken promise of sunrise... and of Spring.
                        APJ Abdul Kalam, Wings of Fire

Tuesday, 31 January 2023

Marriage👩‍❤️‍👨

On the other day i just sat ..and saw a post of one of my relative on Instagram..she got married recently on 26th Jan.
See ..inspite of being so busy ..kept all of us updated through her insta stories.
I was surprised..she could upload stories ..as in Indian weddings .. especially rajasthani weddings ..bride won't get time only ..many rituals ..n many other things..which may not let us to check insta ...or any of our social media accounts.

Seeing her stories ..a thought popped up in my mind.

what is marriage??

Is it wearing dulhan lehanga...or poshak .. jewellery..all taam jhaam..of wedding..or something..much much more than that.

It's a seven lives sacred relationship.

Real marriage starts after 1 or 2 months of wedding..when you really start living with each other ...that attraction period starts to decline..

After a little bit of experience what I could i understand from the word marriage is ..

Pampering 
Dealing with each other mood swings
Living with the person whose habits ..few of them may not be liked by u and vice versa..
Holding onto each other after ups and downs of life.
Loving each other the way u loved at very first sight in whatever condition you are ..even when you are in messy hair ..all messed up 
...

..
Many more ..

Many thoghts were running in to my mind ..when i planned to write on this..but ..now ..
Finding difficulty to recollect everything..

I can just say that ..

It's much much more than the ceremony of marriage..true marriage starts after you start living together.. it's  much more ...

Monday, 23 January 2023

Success!!


Success ??
🤔
What do we get in mind as soon as we hear this word?

Is success getting first rank .. always??
Is success .. getting full score in either in maths/science?
Is success..is to top the school/college/university?
..
..
..
Then what success is ??

I have always wondered about this word ..ran behind it to a great extent ..my mom knows how much i have irritated her .. whenever u lost in my Mysore SSB ,my attempts at UPSC..n at many levels .i always defined my potential.. whether i am successful or not based on my friends jobs.
My mom always tried to explain me the definition of success but it was all in vain..i never understood.

But 

I was always happy with what I was doing .. teaching..which was my passion and it will always be.

I always tend to forget every other thing else when i am teaching..i always feel happy n satisfactory ...no regrets that i didn't get in to services..i am happy and content..doing what i love the most.

Recently came across two of my colleagues..whose Daughter's study in the same classes..one is asking her daughter to pass in all the subjects and enjoy childhood...which she may loose in this illusionary world ..of hell of competition..her mother believes that if she have talent ..she will survive..she will do something or the other in her life..and the other keeps on imbibing in her daughter's mind that if you get full score/top on exams then you are successful.


I just sat and wondered again and my mind went on to wander again about the word success..


I tried to bring it back ..to my belief ..which my always made me to believe that "success is doing what u happy... forgetting to check your phone 😉.. enjoying what you do is success "

Saturday, 7 January 2023

Rituals!!


Recently lost grand father of my husband..my husband was much closer to him.
When he informed me about it as i was at my mother's place ..i couldn't know what to say him ..how to console him.. sometimes we fall short of words at some situations.
I was in the same situation.

And after marriage i had the chance to attend ..pagri ki raat and other rituals (on 12th day )after demise.

I could see all these from near ..this time..few of the rituals which are carried for 12days ..they made my heart to cry .. दिल को दहलाने का काम किया ..we loose that particular person but rituals carrier out further put us in some vigorous situations.
In our community,ladies keep on crying(acting of crying.. shouting laudly).i have seen those who don't even know the person who is being lost.
Then on 12th day ..all the relatives from different places ..come together and cry all at a time ..
These rituals made me to think ..what is the condition of that person who is either wife/husband/daughter/son of the deceased person.
I don't know why am i writing this ?? I don't even know what to say ?? No words ..i am unable to tell my mind ..purpose/logic behind these rituals??

Sunday, 18 December 2022

That Someone!!

I don't know how someone becomes so important in your life that we start our day and end our day with the thought of him/her.

Someone becomes so important that we tend to sideline or give less time to that someone than our old relationship..that is our friends who used to be so close.

Our day started with those friends but now he/she has become that best friend.

How we become so addicted to them that not only our heart but our mind just thinks of him/her.

Both(mind n Heart) can't even imagine a second without them.

Why we become so addictive of that person ??
Why we tend to give first priority to that someone??
Why our heart gets so much inclined towards that someone??

We might come across some of the girls  ..who had never let the word called "love","marriage" enter their life's dictionary..can become addicted to that someone when he/she enters.

How come is it possible??

Was never able to understand this theory of mind n Heart !!
 
We tend to LIVE, LAUGH and LOVE with that someone!!

Wishing that everyone find that someone in their life !!


Saturday, 3 December 2022

Loneliness

तेरे होने से हूं में यहां
न होते हो तुम जब साथ
लगता हैं हर पल खाली सा
जैसे कोई न हो पास मेरे

चाहु तुझे में हमेशा अपने संग
क्या प्रयत्न करू तुझे संग रखने के लिए
कैसे बन गईं तेरी इतनी आदि
की खुद को ही गई हूं भूल

बस चाहु साथ तेरा हर पल
और न चाहु कुछ अब
आजा रंग दे मुझे
चाहु तेरे रंग में रंगना