Recently I was alone at home with my toddler
I Was doing the same chores at the same time
same responsibilities
same work
but this time it was very calm
a very calm and compost me
a very calm mind
no overthinking
nothing
i was having ample of time I felt
otherwise it always seemed to be running errands
but today I was nothing like that
I had the time for myself
to read ,to write ,to listen to my favourite playlist
could talk to my loved ones
everything was happening so smoothly
why can’t be my everyday is same as today ?
what bothers and makes my mental peace disturbed ?
may be
to meet the other’s expectations
to fulfill duties towards them
and something which can’t be expressed in words
