That Someone!!

I don't know how someone becomes so important in your life that we start our day and end our day with the thought of him/her.

Someone becomes so important that we tend to sideline or give less time to that someone than our old relationship..that is our friends who used to be so close.

Our day started with those friends but now he/she has become that best friend.

How we become so addicted to them that not only our heart but our mind just thinks of him/her.

Both(mind n Heart) can't even imagine a second without them.

Why we become so addictive of that person ??

Why we tend to give first priority to that someone??

Why our heart gets so much inclined towards that someone??

We might come across some of the girls  ..who had never let the word called "love","marriage" enter their life's dictionary..can become addicted to that someone when he/she enters.

How come is it possible??

Was never able to understand this theory of mind n Heart !!

 

We tend to LIVE, LAUGH and LOVE with that someone!!

Wishing that everyone find that someone in their life !!

Loneliness

तेरे होने से हूं में यहां

न होते हो तुम जब साथ

लगता हैं हर पल खाली सा

जैसे कोई न हो पास मेरे

चाहु तुझे में हमेशा अपने संग

क्या प्रयत्न करू तुझे संग रखने के लिए

कैसे बन गईं तेरी इतनी आदि

की खुद को ही गई हूं भूल

बस चाहु साथ तेरा हर पल

और न चाहु कुछ अब

आजा रंग दे मुझे

चाहु तेरे रंग में रंगना 

Sisganj Gurudwara Sahib

 Recently i have been to this Beautiful,peacful place ..Sisganj Gurudwara Sahib.

I don't know why gurudwara sahib ..i need to look at this terminology.

Sisganj Gurudwara Sahib is located opposite to The Red fort .

It was constructed at the place where 9th sikh guru Tejbahadur was beheaded by Aurangzeb for not accepting the mughal authority in 1675.

Guru Tejbahadur was the son of 6th Hargobind who was the sixth guru.He elected his grandson Har Rai as the next guru inspite of Guru Tejbahadur as he moved on the path of renunciation at that time and Hargobind wanted a worldly guru as his successor so he elected Har Rai as his successor.

But Har Rai died at the age of 31 and his Har kishan became the 8th guru who was of 5years.He lost the life at the age of 7 due to the disease.But gave hint that 9th guru will be found at Barkala.

Tejbahadur was made the 9th guru,Guru Gobind ,the next sikh guru was his son who began the Khalsa movement.

Sisganj Gurudwara Sahib is built at the site exactly opposite to the guru Tejbahadur's execution site.

Initially i was reluctant to go as we were having luggage with us(we were on the way to purani delhi railway station).He kept the luggage and i went alone to the marvelous, beautiful gurudwara where you experience the peace... serenity..from within.

When in Delhi one must visit this gurudwara which stands tall with a great history at the back.

what to write ?

As today after a month when i sat to write ..

Lost in bul bhulaiya ....of topics ...

What to write ?

On what topic ?

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 On this topic x

No 

No 

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Topic y

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But ..

No ..

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No ..

It just went on like this thinking

About the topics...

And at last it has  become the topic ..

What should be the topic?

What to write ...?

moments 💓

Dilkash thi woh shaam pehle pehal

Jab ke tumse mili thi nazar

Beautiful moments:

1. When i was said that he has come in the mandap.

2.U getting up n giving me my spects..which u understood that how badly i needed it.

3.There was no moment when i felt that I have to leave my family and go to a new house ..how will be able to manage ..n all. .i just knew that I have YOU

4.when i met u for the first time after ceremony.

5.My heart was filled with awness that ..as soon as u went downstairs..i messaged u " same to u " and as expected..there was a reply from u ❤️

Felt like 

"Dil hote jo mere seene mein do

Doosra dil bhi main tumhe deta todne ko"

6.Holding ua hand in the car on the way for the first time.

7.u asking me to sleep on your shoulder... 🥰

8. Having breakfast with me to make me comfortable.

Almost after one and half year .. everything is afresh as if it happened yesterday ❤️ 

Everybody wanna know be like be like

I really wanna be here with you

Is that enough to say that

We are made for each other is all that is Hosanna true

Home

A place where you feel connected

A place where you have the right over everything

A place where u can change anything according to u and it's acceptable by all

A place where you are heard in every minute decision 

A place where your heart is ❤️

Sometimes most of us .. especially girls after marriage don't seems to get connected to their in laws home .

May be because you are not made to feel so ..

May be ua just a person staying there like a PG i.e paying guest.

 

A letter to Myself !

A letter to myself

 Every little thing was enjoyed then!!

Dear Sonu 

U seems to have forgotten yourself.

I wonder where that sonu has gone

 who would stop and look at herself.

Who would say hello to books

Whose room would be decorated with new novels every month

Who would sit in peace and sip the tea.

Who would feel the movement of trees.

Who would look at the sky calmly and build up a story.

Who would be available for her friends.

Who would love spending time with Tom.

Who would read and write a lot.

Who was on a journey to explore herself.

Who would never miss the sunset or sunrise moments.

Who would silence every one just to listen chirping of birds.

Who would capture the birds...flowers...what not ..come back yar 

I seriously miss that sonu ... ,look at herself.

What you have become .

I don't want see this version of sonu

I want that same ...sonu who would laugh her heart out.

Who had the aura of making environment positive with her laugh and of course her comments.

Who had the wishlist to complete.

Please come back !!

Missing you badly!!

We become so busy in our work that we forget ourself.